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all I want is a kiss goodnight, everynight
for the rest of my life...


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hardly any of this is mine, but the words are, unless otherwise quoted. please don't try to get to know me through this tumblr. just taking it in with a light heart & heavy eyelids.





January 31
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REALITY CHECKED

enjoy what’s happening now, RIGHT NOW, even if it has been a long struggle, a mediocre struggle, but still, seemingly long.
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“ My darling, I’m waiting for you. How long is the day in the dark? Or a week? The fire is gone now, and I’m horribly cold. I really ought to drag myself outside, but then there’d be the sun. I’m afraid I waste the light on the paintings and on writing these words. We die. We die. We die rich with lovers and tribes, tastes we have swallowed, bodies we have entered and swum up like rivers. Fears we’ve hidden in, like this wretched cave. I want all this marked on my body. We’re the real countries. Not the boundaries drawn on maps, the names of powerful men. I know you’ll come and carry me out into the palace of winds. That’s all I’ve wanted, to walk in such a place with you, with friends. An Earth without maps. The lamp’s gone out and I’m writing in the darkness. KATHARINE CLIFTON
January 30
pascal flamme

pascal flamme

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they named her june, she died in the spring.

they named her june, she died in the spring.

January 29
January 28
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FAIL.

FAIL.

January 27
you can’t keep this it’s leaving and soon it will be gone so you hold it inside you and let it kill you and forget but I remember all the times you hurt yourself for ephemeral things; things that only left their memory with the pain you felt after they had hurt you freeing themselves from your clutches…

you can’t keep this it’s leaving and soon it will be gone so you hold it inside you and let it kill you and forget but I remember all the times you hurt yourself for ephemeral things; things that only left their memory with the pain you felt after they had hurt you freeing themselves from your clutches…

(via punkest)

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1928 — Legendary American film actress, Louise Brooks (1906 – 1985), wearing a long pearl necklace against a black background. — Photo by Eugene Robert Richee © Sunset Boulevard

1928 — Legendary American film actress, Louise Brooks (1906 – 1985), wearing a long pearl necklace against a black background. — Photo by Eugene Robert Richee © Sunset Boulevard

(Source: thegirlisbad, via punkest)

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okstupid on asians

  • April Lulabee: it's on the side
  • April Lulabee: omg the internetttt
  • April Lulabee: someone from canada just lurked meee
  • Elliot: (wave)
  • Elliot: every time i get a lurk from someone miles away, i picture myself grabbing them by the collar and slamming them against a brick wall, "WHO ARE YOU. WHERE DID YOU GET THIS OKCUPID PROFILE"
  • Elliot: "D...DO YOU THINK IM CUTE"
  • April Lulabee: I get them all the time
  • April Lulabee: even from scandinavia
  • April Lulabee: and the netherlands
  • April Lulabee: and crazy places like that
  • April Lulabee: I never get asians tho
  • April Lulabee: asians don't want to look at other asians
  • April Lulabee: because that's all they get to see I suppose
  • April Lulabee: ol' chin's house has prolly got more underage pussy in it than a chinese dumpster
  • Elliot: i was going to make a vaguely racist joke
  • Elliot: but cool
  • Elliot: seems you got this covered
  • April Lulabee: ehhhh that one was pretty bad
  • Elliot: asians love my profile in contrast
  • Elliot: can't get enough of that shit
  • April Lulabee: tall, skinny, white man, with eyes the color of jade
  • April Lulabee: they put that in the search engine
  • April Lulabee: and get YOU
  • Elliot: rofl
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