April 2010
“Love is a horse with a broken leg trying to stand while 45,000 people watch.”
– Charles Bukowski (via onliskyn)
Anonymous asked: What did you do today? I wanted to add you on Facebook but your profile is non-existant.
March 2010
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every heart is an island
April Lulabee: I read a nice story
Doug Young: what was it about?
April Lulabee: about this man in upstate new york
April Lulabee: who's wife was sick
Doug Young: oh?
April Lulabee: and he loved her so much
April Lulabee: he decided to buy her an island
April Lulabee: and carve it out into the shape of a heart
April Lulabee: but she died before it was completed
April Lulabee: and it's called, Heart's Island
Doug Young: did she know he was doing it?
Doug Young: was she there on the island? did they spend her moments together?
April Lulabee: he was going to surprise her
April Lulabee: and he was trying like mad to finish it so I don't think they did spend the last moment together
Doug Young: the story is about trying to plan and make things perfect in the future when the real important is now :(
April Lulabee: it's always now
Doug Young: uh huh, that's true
Doug Young: he gave his time to his island, piling stones
Doug Young: do you think you've thought more about the importance of now because of your fears because of your heart?
Doug Young: do you feel sometimes like you have more than others?
April Lulabee: more what?
April Lulabee: fears?
Doug Young: about the importance of now
April Lulabee: or heart?
April Lulabee: well I did in the past
April Lulabee: but I know that things happen when they are supposed to, no sooner and no later
April Lulabee: and you can't plan everything or schedule it
April Lulabee: you can set a course into action
April Lulabee: but shouldn't be desperate for results
Doug Young: a river takes you where it wants you
April Lulabee: perhaps
April Lulabee: it takes you where you will end up after it has taken you there
Watchlet it happen.
premonition, starring elliot pool
April
me and zain used to walk around in chicago
and I'd make him hold my hand
and he would oblige
and then we would se eother couples
holding hands
and I would ask him if we should challenge them to a game of red rover
or just do it
Elliot
LOL
see thats legitimately funny
April
I'm a funny girl
sammy tells me that everytime we talk but I don't like it
Elliot
theyre a rare breed
even perfectly nice and otherwise awesome girls oftentimes just arent funny. sure, they might laugh at MY jokes, but they dont have any.
jokes of their own, i mean
April
does that make me wifey matterial
Elliot
yes. every single funny girl ive met was taken. its frustrating.
well with the exception of one, but she was way way out of my league
April
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no one has ever looked so dead - the organ
beautiful child - fleetwood mac …I bite my...
“Our love for each other was like two long shadows kissing without hope of...”
– ANAïS NIN
A Plea, John Ciardi
poetry365:
I said to her tears: “I am fallible and hungry,
and refusal is no correction and anger no meal.
Feed me mercies from the first-bread of your heart.
I have invented no part of the error it is
to be human. The least law could jail me
and be upheld; the least theology, damn me
and be proved. But when, ever, have I come to you
to be judged? Set me straight to your last breath,...
to do list #9: learn to stop wanting things from...
they taught you how to smoke and they taught you how to fuck but your eyes are still hungry you can never get enough
-a
country mile - camera obscura
…the more...
things I've been meaning to tell you #1: I'm not...
remember that.
( S I L E N C E THAT M U S T BELONG T O ANOTHER W O R L D )
but what if I am?
I don’t want to be.
-a
